Deep from my bottom heart.

Peace be upon to all.

Dear diary...
every joyful moment that i had been through with him (best friend), i wish i could wrote here.
but unfortunately, i can't... Well, i admit it. He is a true friend that i looking for. Always be patient with me. His patience make me proud of him. :)

I appreciate every day, every hours and even every second with him.
I want create unforgettable moment with him before i am destined to go meet The Creator.

Dear diary,
i am counting the day.
The day should i undergo my next treatment.
The orthopedist, nurse, specialist doctor and radiologist were helping me to get my bone scan appointment at General Hospital. <--- ( why is it far way? )
I have to be patient to wait the appointment.

But...
If i am destined to go before all these.
I would like to apologize to all. My family, teachers, friends and also YOU.
Im not talking nonsense. Just as a preparation.
Coz im afraid if i dont have a chance to do all this.
Almost everyday, almost every time i touch my hair, my hair will fall.
I getting pain everyday... I can said that my life 100% depending on medicine.
Without it, i dont know what gonna happen to me.
Obviously pain will come. urm...

Dear diary,
i want you to accompany me every single time. I need someone to talk.

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Sincerely, 

Writer.